The day I received Christ is not the day I surrendered my every all to Him. It took me for like 7 years to understand who is He, what He has done for me & where I am going to be if I give my whole heart to Him.
The moment I encountered God turned my heart 180°. I realized that being a Christian is more than just a religion or a ritual nor tradition. It banners a relationship. A true relationship as we are always updated to God’s voice each day.
What I all know is to upset people around me. I can’t even imagine myself — a naughty, noisy, annoying child-like appearance has a purpose. God twisted my husky-irritating voice into something scented. I didn’t learned to sing, but my talkativeness goes with a purpose to proclaim His love.
Today, I handle not just a Bible study group but a cell group. A group of shared lives abounding in love. Praising God for He always believes in me. So many times I doubt to myself, I look myself unclean and unworthy, but at the end of the day He always proves that even when we struggle to believe in Him, He always believes in us.
Before I call them ministry — preaching, organizing church events, playing guitar, teaching & making graphic designs and even short film directing. Now, when I exert an effort for God’s name, I call it my life. My lifestyle.